Tuesday, April 18, 2006

105FM

The hard work has paid off... We are on-air finally!!!! the day we were all waiting for... yesterday at 3 secs past 8 in the night the city heard the first sound on 105 fm. We were all so thrilled and how!

I had tears in my eyes, couldnt believe my ears. I was listening to my own station, the station that i created.. my own! the joy was endless... and it still is...

the feeling is almost like nursing your baby.. and this station is my first child and i already know how it feels to be a proud mother. Overjoyed is a small word to describe what it feels to be me today.

i have this strange confidence today in me, this strange faith in a lot of things that i had started to disbelieve in. life is really strange and positively strange for me.

i hope our hardwork pays off in long term, i really need it to stand back on my feet... and to gather myself... are you watching???

Sunday, April 16, 2006

People Come People Go, Strange Place This...

It's been 2 months out of home, first time ever. Undescribable sense of freedom! Unparelled feeling of independance. But ... homing bird has to return some day....

I have left home and come to a place filled with strangers. But stranger are people i have left back home. It was the strangest farewell... i never wanted one... i knew the smiles on faces and the tears as well had deeper meaning that what showed. I knew who would be happy and who would be sad...

Yet that insult! A farewell of Mcdonald Burgers and Fantasy Cake! Thanks for everything....

Miserable is a small word to describe how i feel now... i thank God every moment in life for freeing me of that place, those people, that time and that emotion!

They say a person is valued more when he/she goes... no regrets in life i have ever had... i have developed an immune to a lot of things, but it hurts when people you expect from don't live up... they have their reasons, but dnt i have mine?

Anyhow... hope this change changes my life... like someone said.. Bird is set free to fly high!