I’m All Out Of Faith,
This Is How I Feel
I’m Cold And I Am Shamed Lying Naked On The Floor
Illusion Never Changed Into Something Real
I’m Wide Awake And I Can See The Perfect Sky Is Torn
You’re A Little Late, I’m Already Torn

its not a nice feeling to be a living dead body. Its a state when you have no feelings left, no hurt pains anymore, no word that pricks its a state of daze. Its not human.

When was the last time you cried and din't feel the warmth of the tear that rolled down your cheek? Has your heart ever broken without a sigh? Somebody slaps you and you acn't do nothing about it. Given up hope and given up on yourself. That's only when you are empty from within. It's not a nice feeling to be cold and run out of emotions.

No that's not a loser. That's Torn! Life's sliping outta hands. Am still holding on to a hope that has left me.

Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna

Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna ... kyonki phir milne ki ummeed badh jaati hai...

Life doesn't stop playing jokes... it's got such a sense of humour i say. All it does is laugh at you... mock at you... and silently see you fight to get up on ur feet...

its such a complicated grid of complex emotions inside. one day you fall in love and other day you fall out of it. as if its a national passtime to fall in love and fall out. strange are people who say love has changed... and how can that be? how can love change with distance, with incidents or with nothing... love once will always be right?

I fear today to say good bye because you never know who's love will change next... Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna

105FM

The hard work has paid off... We are on-air finally!!!! the day we were all waiting for... yesterday at 3 secs past 8 in the night the city heard the first sound on 105 fm. We were all so thrilled and how!

I had tears in my eyes, couldnt believe my ears. I was listening to my own station, the station that i created.. my own! the joy was endless... and it still is...

the feeling is almost like nursing your baby.. and this station is my first child and i already know how it feels to be a proud mother. Overjoyed is a small word to describe what it feels to be me today.

i have this strange confidence today in me, this strange faith in a lot of things that i had started to disbelieve in. life is really strange and positively strange for me.

i hope our hardwork pays off in long term, i really need it to stand back on my feet... and to gather myself... are you watching???

People Come People Go, Strange Place This...

It's been 2 months out of home, first time ever. Undescribable sense of freedom! Unparelled feeling of independance. But ... homing bird has to return some day....

I have left home and come to a place filled with strangers. But stranger are people i have left back home. It was the strangest farewell... i never wanted one... i knew the smiles on faces and the tears as well had deeper meaning that what showed. I knew who would be happy and who would be sad...

Yet that insult! A farewell of Mcdonald Burgers and Fantasy Cake! Thanks for everything....

Miserable is a small word to describe how i feel now... i thank God every moment in life for freeing me of that place, those people, that time and that emotion!

They say a person is valued more when he/she goes... no regrets in life i have ever had... i have developed an immune to a lot of things, but it hurts when people you expect from don't live up... they have their reasons, but dnt i have mine?

Anyhow... hope this change changes my life... like someone said.. Bird is set free to fly high!

A small Big Story For All To Read

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.
"There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold urs... The beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are. But on how happy others can be because of you!!

Differentiate Between The Someone You LOVE and Someone You LIKE

In front of the person u love,ur heart beats faster.But in front of the person u like,u get happy.

In front of a person u love,winter seems like a spring.But in front of a person u like,winter is just a beautiful winter.

If u look into the eyes of the one u love,u blush.But if u look into the eyes of the one u like,u smile.

In front of a person u love,u can't say anything on ur mind. But in front of a person u like,u can.

In front of the one u love,u tend to get shy.But in front of the one u like,u can show ur own self.

U can't look straight into the eyes of the one u love. But u can always smile into the eyes of the one u like.

When the one u love is crying,u cry with him.But when the one u like is crying,u end up comforting him.

The feeling of love starts from the eye. But the feeling of liking starts from the ear.

So if u stop liking a person u used to like,all uneed to do is close ur ears.But if u try to close ur eyes,love turns into a drop of tear & remains in ur heart forever.......

Nice Things...

It is always advisable to look inwards while finding faults and then look outwards.

Patience after some time is mistaken for cowardice.

When you need to change something, you need to CHANGE yourself.

Life is beautiful, till the time you can enjoy it.