Standing Alone

Here i am...
Its cold out here
the breeze on my face is only freezing my expression
as i churn my teeth not because of cold
but because of resentment.

from here i can only see everything down below
and it doesnt look as good as it looked up above.
its just too cold up here

as i try to blanket my self
i keep away a lot of things
but hey! i am after all protecting myself.

am not arrogant, nor am i prudish
i am saving my energies
coz if have to go down,
its a long walk up again

here i am
alone
with every thing looking closer than ever
yet so far

every twinkle of the star
every ray of the sun
every depression of the moon
was an illusion that shattered too soon

here i am
gathering every bit of me
that was swept away by the cold breeze
igniting the warmth inside

Here i am
Standing alone
only to turn around and see
that your standing by me!