Sleep Deprived

Very clearly, i am sleep deprived. I havent slept for the last 5 nights consecutively. I don't even feel the need to sleep, strangely. Barely 8 hours cumulative of 5 nights. My eyes aren't tired, my body isnt giving up neither has my mind. I am in a state of trance, i assume like how one feels after doing drugs. I counted sheep and all... counted stars... counted the bricks on my wall and i feel like a mathematical genius.. if nothing else, my counting has improved for sure!

After a long time i did what i love doing.. while time, with an agenda actually with my friend. Got myself and evil eye bracelet. Although i do not believe in these superstitions but this one really amazes me. My chaachi pointed out to me that if your evil eye bracelets break so soon it means there is something wrong. Alright i would want to believe it but i got it still coz i also love wearing it.

Sometimes when people wish good for you it happens. Its the magic of prayers and words. So if good can happen so can bad. Why take a chance? I strongly feel that we should avoid speaking bad about anybody for that matter. No 'achhe sankskar achhe khayal' shit here but really, it boomerangs. So many times when you speak bad about a person and the person suddenly walks in to the room unexpectedly. Its a signal.

Well as of now i am doting over my evil eye bracelet and not wanting to sleep yet. But i dont wish to sleep at 8.45 am either like i slept today morning. This is by the way my last night's sleep that i got at 8.45 am. I feel mental. Let me try... may be i should read a book... that sure puts me to sleep!